Feels like I'm waking from the death, now the air has lighten up. How much time have I been like this? Now my fate is unknown. I recognize my old body, I recognize my surroundings. What every day seemed blurry, now is alive and pounding. Perhaps I don't recognize my mind, now is shaped in... Continue Reading →



It crawls on your skin, it lures your blood, it wants to go beneath, to capture your soul.   It's on every corner, It's guiding your way. It's waiting patiently, for you to fall away.

Float On

Swimming into your ocean, into a calm state of mind. I am not afraid of sinking, nor to leave it all behind. The waves gently carry me, through the rising tide. Nevertheless I keep floating, with you by my side. Even though there are traces, the storm seems to be gone. My mind keeps wandering,... Continue Reading →


My shinning star, hold on to me. Don't fear the dark, now I can see. Your stardust is here, tattooed in my skin. Don't worry my darling, I will never leave.


Mind over matter, pain above pain. Have to get over this, fight what remains. I try to catch my breath, every step I take. Clean the blood and the sweat, and start all over again.  


  I'm darkness, I'm light, I'm everything you've left behind. I'm wrong, I'm right, all contradictions intertwine. I'm lost, I'm found, part of nowhere around. I'm here, I'm far, stay away of my town.


    Today I may be different, today it's still in my insides. Today I still miss you, today I'm still on the fight.   Tomorrow won't be the same, tomorrow has the final truth. Tomorrow may have the answer, tomorrow I'll follow through.  


I've been building, I've been sowing, this little guide to stop me from falling.   I've been keeping, I've been tracking, this hidden tools to keep away the haunting.   I've been trying, I've been willing, to not just survive, to live to my hearts own beating.    

The Hole

I fell right back in the hole, but managed to get back out alive. Never expected it to happen, guess my mind was always right. Thought this path was a straight line, that somehow I would make it to the end. Please ignore how naive I was, now my backbone is used to being bend.... Continue Reading →

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